WORLDVIEW: Genessa Wells: a brief, passionate life for God
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RICHMOND, Va. (BP)--Everybody remembers where they were on Sept. 11, 2001.
Stan Aaron* remembers even more clearly where he was one day before the 9/11 attacks -- awakened with the news that his 24-year-old friend, Genessa Wells, had died in a bus accident in the Egyptian desert. "I wept deeply," he says, "And I still get overwhelmed with emotion thinking about her."
"Everyone wanted to be around her," recalls another of her many American and Arab friends. They couldn't get enough of her laugh, her goofy comedy routines, the trademark shuffle in her step folks kidded her about.
And her voice. The voice of an angel.
"She sang all the time," recounts another friend. "Not always praise songs, but most of the time."
It wasn't really about music for Wells, though she was a gifted musician. It was about worship. "One of the last times I saw her, we went on a retreat to the beach," says the friend. "She gave me voice lessons on the beach and made me practice letting my voice go -- just allowing myself to praise God and not be timid about it. She pushed me to do it."
Another colleague learned a lot about worship just by watching and listening to Wells sing: "The Graham Kendrick song, 'Knowing You,' came alive for me as Genessa led us in singing it -- beautiful voice, tears streaming down her face, as she sang those lyrics to the Lord."
Wells, a Houston native and graduate of East Texas Baptist University in Marshall, planned to pursue her study of music in seminary after she came home from Egypt in October 2001. She never made it back. But she packed enough passion for several lifetimes into her brief life. Shortly before she moved to the Middle East in 1999, she wrote:
"I could give up (on overseas service) and get married and become a music teacher. All of this is very noble and to be quite honest, sounds good to me! But in my heart, I want to change my world -- more than I want a husband and more than I want comfort. I need this opportunity to grow and to tell others about Jesus. One of my favorite praise songs says, 'I will never be the same again, I can never return, I've closed the door.'"
Two years later, in her last email home, she quoted another praise song:
"'Open the eyes of my heart, Lord, open the eyes of my heart, I want to see you … shining in the light of your glory …' It seems that everything we do comes down to one thing: His glory," she said. "I pray that all our lives reflect that. … It seems like a floodgate has been opened in my heart [to share God's love]. I have a passion for it I never knew God had given me. He's given it to me for His glory."
She struggled with doubts, fears and anxieties like everyone else. But she found God even more real in the depths of her despair, and her strength was renewed: "If we never step on the rock in front of us, we go through life at the same shallow level where we started," she said.
She shared her passion for God with Egyptians, with Palestinians in refugee camps in Jordan, with Muslims in France, with Bedouin in the desert.
"The desert is becoming one of my favorite places," she wrote six months before her death. One night under the stars, "the Bedouin prepared a meal for us, even made bread for us over a fire. We ate with our hands and washed the stickiness off by rubbing them in the sand. We told riddles in Arabic and English. … I honestly would not want to be anywhere else but here, where God has put me. He gives me more than I can imagine."
The world-shaking horror of 9/11 overwhelmed the news of a young woman's solitary death in the desert, at least at first. Yet the story of Wells' short, luminous life began to be told again and again. The following year, at a camp in Michigan, Southern Baptist "Acteen" girls studying Wells' life decided to hold a memorial service for her. They included quotes from her letters and emails, words from her favorite songs, sand and camel cutouts to represent her beloved desert.
It was "the most moving presentation ever shared in our times at camp," said camp leader Karen Villalpando. "The girls will never forget Genessa. I will never forget their simple service and the young woman who inspired it."
Tom Hovies, who was tutoring middle schoolers at the time, shared Wells' story with them and asked them to respond. One of them wrote: "Not many people nowadays are willing to give their life to serving God. I think it was incredible for that girl to use her life for the Lord our God."
More recently, pastor/author David Platt profiled Wells in his bestselling book, "Radical."
"Most people in our culture look upon this story as a tragedy," he wrote. "A young woman spending the last days of her life in the remote Egyptian desert, only to die in a bus accident. Think of all the potential she had. Think of all she could have accomplished. Think of all she could have done if she had not gone there."
Yet from the perspective of Christ, it is a story of reward.
"Rest assured, Genessa does not regret missing one moment of the American dream in light of the reward she now experiences," Platt declared. "This, we remember, is the great reward of the Gospel: God Himself. When we risk our lives to run after Christ, we discover the safety that is found only in His sovereignty, the security that is found only in His love, and the satisfaction that is found only in His presence. … [W]e would be foolish to settle for anything less."
When Genessa Wells' belongings were returned to her family in Texas, her grieving older sister, June, found a Scripture passage folded into Genessa's Bible: Philippians 1:3-12. The Apostle Paul wrote that letter under difficult circumstances, to say the least -- imprisonment in Rome for the sake of Christ, to be followed by eventual execution.
The last verse in the passage immediately grabbed June: "Now I want you to know, brothers and sisters, that what has happened to me has actually served to advance the Gospel" (Philippians 1:12).
"I knew [then] that she was where she was supposed to be," June said. "I strive to be the person my sister was at only 24 years of age. To have that legacy, to know that you did what God placed you on earth to do, to serve Him. I miss my sister, but I have no doubt in my mind, heart and soul that we will be rejoicing when we reunite. And when I see her again, she will shuffle toward me, smile that silly grin and squeal, 'Yay! You've come home!'"
Erich Bridges is global correspondent for the International Mission Board of the Southern Baptist Convention. *Name changed.